I get up in the morning with your thoughts
These thoughts, I seem to find no respite from
I look at your empty chair
Living and re-living the moments we spent together
Recollecting every word you spoke to me
With you sitting on that chair and me beside you
Every time my phone beeps, I run to look at it
Only to find that it is not you
And in those moments my tears are uncontrollable
The grass over which we had walked together..
Somebody else is sitting there now..
Until a few days ago, I was a happy girl
With not a single worry
But these days, all I seem to do is long for you..
For a million times I think of you
Don’t you think of me atleast once dear..
Were all those sweet nothings you spoke to me
Just a bunch of lies?
Nothing ever seems to fill this vacancy in my heart
I keep telling myself ‘you fool..he doesn’t love you back’
My heart knows this fact to be true
But doesn’t know a way out
I certainly may not die
But am not living either
Wait…a lot of unexpected happens in life
With a smile and optimism, I finally hope “Can’t you possibly love me back?”