Tag: love

I remember our time together

I remember our time together

Do not say I ditched

I was the one who always compromised

You were harsh, rude, and aloof a lot of times

But remember? I talked to you, wanted to cheer you and see you smile

I might not have said much – but you know my actions might have told you I cared

Much more than your hollow ‘I love you’s that didn’t match up to the actions!!

Now, don’t blame me for your choices

You were never serious; emotions didn’t mean much to you anyways

Otherwise why would you go after other girls, knowing fully well how loyal I was!

It was you who didn’t mind breaking my trust and heart

You gave impassive replies when I was opening my heart to you

Anyways what’s the point in talking to you about feelings? You cared less!

Ok, you may ask me why I loved you

In spite of knowing all along that you didn’t love me?

Well, the truth is I wanted to love you even if you didn’t love me back

Wanted to just be there for you, around you…

With a hope that one day you will love me back!

The day you left me crying and turned your back to me – a part of me that yearned for you died!!

I couldn’t stoop any lower than that!!

So, decided to move on.

Needed to set right a lot of things ignored – people who really cared. Things that mattered.

I didn’t do any wrong.

Now, do not say I ditched.

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Love Me Back

 

I get up in the morning with your thoughts

These thoughts, I seem to find no respite from

I look at your empty chair

Living and re-living the moments we spent together

Recollecting every word you spoke to me

With you sitting on that chair and me beside you

Every time my phone beeps, I run to look at it

Only to find that it is not you

And in those moments my tears are uncontrollable

The grass over which we had walked together..

Somebody else is sitting there now..

Until a few days ago, I was a happy girl

With not a single worry

But these days, all I seem to do is long for you..

For a million times I think of you

Don’t you think of me atleast once dear..

Were all those sweet nothings you spoke to me

Just a bunch of lies?

Nothing ever seems to fill this vacancy in my heart

I keep telling myself ‘you fool..he doesn’t love you back’

My heart knows this fact to be true

But doesn’t know a way out

I certainly may not die

But am not living either

 

Wait…a lot of unexpected happens in life

With a smile and optimism, I finally hope “Can’t you possibly love me back?”