I remember our time together
Do not say I ditched
I was the one who always compromised
You were harsh, rude, and aloof a lot of times
But remember? I talked to you, wanted to cheer you and see you smile
I might not have said much – but you know my actions might have told you I cared
Much more than your hollow ‘I love you’s that didn’t match up to the actions!!
Now, don’t blame me for your choices
You were never serious; emotions didn’t mean much to you anyways
Otherwise why would you go after other girls, knowing fully well how loyal I was!
It was you who didn’t mind breaking my trust and heart
You gave impassive replies when I was opening my heart to you
Anyways what’s the point in talking to you about feelings? You cared less!
Ok, you may ask me why I loved you
In spite of knowing all along that you didn’t love me?
Well, the truth is I wanted to love you even if you didn’t love me back
Wanted to just be there for you, around you…
With a hope that one day you will love me back!
The day you left me crying and turned your back to me – a part of me that yearned for you died!!
I couldn’t stoop any lower than that!!
So, decided to move on.
Needed to set right a lot of things ignored – people who really cared. Things that mattered.
I didn’t do any wrong.
Now, do not say I ditched.